Just Talking To Myself.

Life has changed a lot for me in the last couple of years. I never thought I would get out of the awkward high school phase but I did. Then I got into college and it was a whole new dating life and scene i liked it, I really did like it but I new I was missing something. Something was missing and he was right in front of my face. I have been the luckiest girl in the world to have the husband i have, and now we are blessed with a baby. A baby boy to be exact, and i can already say that i truly love him with all of my heart. We have been blessed with so many things but I just keep going back to my family. I have so much gratitude for my family. I would not be the person i am today without all of their support. I just keep going back to this beautiful miracle inside of me. As i sit here and type he kicks and moves inside of me. I get more and more eager each day to meet him to love him and to cuddle him. Sometimes i go through all of the clothes i have for him and imagine him in them. I know its silly but im just excited for him to be here already. We love him, we wish he was here already and he will always always be our baby boy. Until then I will wait and wait and wait, but we couldnt be more excited!